I want to listen to you, I really do. But it’s too hard to walk away, I’m already sort of sucked in. I know that you’re right, but I’m so fucked up in the head and heart that I can’t help it. I finally thought I had things figured out, but now I’m back to square one again. I always fall for the wrong guys—ALWAYS. Part of me wishes I would have never broken up with him…at least I had someone who I knew wanted me and wouldn’t do anything to hurt me, but then again, I hated what we had; I hated you. So now I’m stuck with a guy who I know is going to fuck me over, but I can’t help but stop talking to him and hanging out with him because of the simple fact that all I want is attention, and I’m willing to get it no matter how much it will hurt me in the end.
I don’t know what to do.
